I want to tell all of you about a vision or dream I had. Maybe it was an out of body experience, but to me it was very real. This one, only Pat has been told about this vision. This vision was before I had cancer, so it would have been four or five years ago.
The vision starts before I was born. I was in room with a few others just sitting, nobody talked just sat quietly. It seemed like a huge gigantic room with walls so far away and a ceiling so high. I could only see 4 or 5 people. We were not people like human. We were like a vapor or mist. We could see each other but, also we could see through each other. We were waiting on something. Not sure why we were there but, all looked calm and peaceful.
A white light, what to me appeared like an angel, came up to me and asked for me to follow him. The light of the angel was so bright I could never real see him. I have to say it was disturbing at first. I stood up and walked behind him. He was just a bright light, but had form. As I walked behind the Angel, I could see others sitting like I was, as I walked by. They were just like me, they were just sitting in this gigantic room and seemed to be waiting for someone or waiting for something to happen. I looked around the room and it was actually filled with forms like I was. I noticed hundreds and hundreds of bright lights; I will call Angels, all over this huge room. I just kept walking behind the one who ask for me.
The Angel opened a door, even though the angel seemed to walk right through the door. The door opened for me and I walked into a big hallway. No lights, but it was a bright white, so bright I had to squint with my eyes to see. The Angel came upon the end of the hall and a door. The Angel opened the door, and told me to go inside the room. There were no chairs. I really didn’t see anything, just very bright light.
A voice from nowhere started talking to me. The voice was very peaceful, so loving and relaxing and asked me the following questions.
The voice asked, “Would you like to go live with two people who will love you and will take care of all your needs? They would be called your parents.”
I knew without anyone telling me what a parent was. I said, “Yes.”
The voice asked, “Would you like to have a brother who owns his own business and makes millions of dollars?”
I said, “Yes”. I seemed to know what a brother was when he ask. I had never heard the word before but, again I knew.
The voice asked, “Would you like to live with another brother who will be an electronic engineer for a worldwide aero-engineer corporation?”
I said, “Yes.”
The voice asked, “Would you like to be on the cutting edge of technology and help bring in an age of advance communication to the whole world? You would be a Senior Systems Analyst on IBM equipment. You would be at the beginning of instant communications around the world.”
I told him, “Yes.”
The voice asked, “Would you like to have a sister who would be an executive for a worldwide communications corporation?”
I asked, “What is a sister?”
The voice just said, “A NOSY B.”
I said, “Yes.”
Most of you in here thought of the “B” letter means something bad. My grandma used to say, I wish those nosy bee’s would get out of my business. Your minds thought “B” meant something else. I also just made that part up to bug Connie.
The voice then asked, “Would you like to have a brother who would become a Doctor of Theology.”
I said, “Yes.”
The voice asked, “Would you like to have a wife who loves you forever and ever and you love her forever and ever. Instantly I knew what a wife was.”
I said, “Yes.”
The voice asked, “Would you like to have children who reach their dreams and live their lives with influence to people around the world?”
Again I knew what children were. I said, “Yes.”
The voice asked, “Would you like to have 4 grandchildren who will change your life the instant they were born.”
I said, “Yes.”
The voice said, “OK, you can go.”
I asked, “Go where?”
The voice asked, “At this time a human is being conceived by the Lord. You can choose to be one with that child or stay with the others.”
I told him, “I choose to go and be one with the child.”
He then spoke in a very stern, deep voice which actually entered my inner self.
The voice said, “You have to understand many choices now.
The voice said, “You have to understand that this human has your eternal life in his control. The human has control of your being for eternity, either eternal light or eternal darkness.”
The voice said, “You will have no real control over this human. The human has free will to do with you whatever he wants. You become one with this human, do you understand.”
The voice said, “You have never lived in this environment. You will feel many things which I have not talked about. You will feel JOY, SADNESS, SORROW, AFRAID, GOODNESS, many more things we have not talked about. You will be ONE with the human. What the human becomes you become.”
He continued to tell me, “You do not know the outcome of your life in this human. You know all the people around you and their accomplishments are great. You have to understand you leave here with light or darkness at the end of the human’s life.”
In a tone that was very, very firm and strong he said, “It is up to the human if you live in the light or the dark when it’s all over. You have no say in the matter.”
In this gigantic voice he asked, “For the last time, do you want to go.”
This made me think of some questions I had and was afraid to ask, but asked anyway.
I asked, “Can I talk to this human?”
This voice said, “You will become as one. You are not human.”
I asked, “Can I convince this human to go to the light?”
The voice with such compassion answered, “NO!”
I asked with conviction, “Why would it be my fault if the human chooses darkness?”
The voice said, “You are a gift from “I AM”: “I AM” is giving you to him. If the human does not follow “I AM”, you have no chance. The human will know “I AM” is there!”
The voice said, “Also, there is a way you can talk to “I AM” all the time. If “The Truth” is shown to this human, there will be no problem getting to the light.”
I said, “You said I can talk to “I AM”, yes I will go. I thought, nobody ever talks to “I AM”.
I then asked the voice, “Can I please see where I am going?”
The voice spoke and told me, “Yes.”
Out of nowhere I was looking down upon earth. I asked “Can I see my parents.”
I was told, “NO, nobody sees into the future.”
He did say one more thing, “I will show you where they are right now.”
I looked and all I could see was a 1949 ford parked in the woods.
I asked, “Where they were.”
The voice said, “In the back seat getting ready to conceive you. If not there it will happen on the hood of the car. Either way, you leave when it has happened.”
I just made this up about the 49’ Ford. My mom, when I was a teenager, would get really mad at me when I ask if I was conceived in the back seat of the car. She would even yell at me. My mom asked me to leave the house one time because I told someone who was at our house I was conceived in the back sit of the car. She seemed very defensive about this. I told her who cares, I am here.
Back to the vision,
“I AM” has given a gift to each of us. Do we live in light or darkness? It’s a choice which each human has to make. I knew the outcome of a perfect life on this earth. I knew that all worldly needs would be met. The human did not know this.
I stood there for a while and the voice asked, “Do you want to go now after I told you this.”
I asked, “What does become one mean?”
In a loving, soft voice he said, “You are the eternal being which “I AM” gives each human which lives for eternity. You have been asked if you want to be this human. You will live forever. The human does not. You are the essence or entity which lives forever, and ever and ever. You become this human. You will answer for all he does. It is very scary to have to decide. I know! But, the life in the light is also the greatest way to live in eternity.”
Then voice said, “When it comes down to light and dark you need to look for “The Truth”.” “Find the “The Truth” and you find the light.”
I asked, “Was “The Truth” the one who went there and died for all who ever lived.”
The Voice said, “Yes, if the human chooses darkness, then you will live in darkness.”
The voice said, “The Truth” has a path and has asked all to follow him. If the human follows him, you will find light. The comforter will be there with the human, the human will choose when the comforter approaches him.” “Your mission is to help the human live in the light.” “I will tell you it is not easy.”
The voice asked, “Do you now want to go?
I did not hesitate, I said, “Yes.”
It seemed almost instantly I was in complete darkness. I was surprised by knowing absolutely nothing. It was like I was in a washing machine, on the wash cycle. I could hear people talking. I was alive. I knew, I made the choice of whoever this butthead is, I am now the butthead. It ended.
When this event of a vision, or whatever it was ended, I ran and wrote it down. I finally came to a very simple answer about me.
Darkness is when Christ Jesus is not with you, in you, on you, and you follow your own belief of god. As in my case, my conclusion was:
WOULD I KILL ONE OF GOD’S SOULS or SPIRITS?
WOULD I KILL THE GIFT GOD GAVE ME
MY SOUL FOR ETERNITY !!!!!!!
Pause and think, spend the rest of your life thinking about that!